
People say that you learn from your mistakes. I don't agree with this at all.
It may apply to other people, but not me.
I thought that after last time I'd learn not to be clingy and needy. Obviously not. Have I learned it drives people away? Definitely. Have I still continued to be clingy? Yes.
I thought that after last time I'd learn to mind my own business. Obviously not. Have I learned it pisses people off when you pry into their life? Definitely. Have I still continued to be nosey? Yes.
I thought that after last time I'd learn to not get my hopes high. Obviously not. Have I learned that things don't always go according to plan? Definitely. Do I still get too over excited? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn not to talk about someone harshly and openly. Obviously not. Have I learned it creates a mess? Definitely. Have I still spoken about people? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn not to be a hypocrite. Obviously not. Have I learned it makes you a terrible person? Definitely. Have I still gone against what I say? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn to plan things better. Obviously not. Have I learned it stressed me out when I don’t know what to do? Definitely. Have I still not given much thought to certain things? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn to hold my tongue. Obviously not. Have I leaned that it gets me into a fair amount of trouble? Definitely. Have I continued to speak before I think? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn to be grateful. Obviously not. Have I learned that you don't know what you've got until its gone? Definitely. Do I still always want more? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn what makes me look pathetic. Obviously not. Have I learned that certain things just make me look like a fool? Definitely. Do I still say and do stupid things? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn not to complain so much. Obviously not. Have I learned it makes me look like a whiney emo? Definitely. Do I still complain like there's no tomorrow? Yes.
I thought after last time I'd learn that repetition makes you look lame. Obviously not. Have I learned to keep people guessing you need to change it up? Definitely. Do I still do the same thing over and over? Well clearly.
We all say the wrong thing, it's just life Flickaaay babe.
ReplyDeleteBut in the mean time, you know i'm there for hugs and a person to talk too. :)
Love you huneeee!
thankyou shiv <333
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