Why is it that the best looking people think they're gross, and the fugly ones are so in love with themselves? People need to open their eyes and take a good hard look in the mirror. Because baby, you are absolutely gorgeous and sad-excuse-for-a-human-being, you are the most hideous creature on the planet.
Early hours of the morning, I start acting differently "What's wrong?" "... Nothing" "No, what's wrong, tell me" "... I can't" "Yes you can, tell me" This leads to a 3 hour talk, both of us crying "You know I loved you more than I could ever love her, you know I'll always be vulnerable to you" "I'm sorry, and I wish there was a way for me to say that where it has more meaning, but you've heard it all before and I can't say it or try and prove it anymore" "... I know, I'm sorry too"
That night made me think he had a heart, however the past few weeks have proved I was right in what I thought for so long. I wish for once, he'd tell the truth, because I can't decipher what's a lie and what isn't anymore.
Nov 27, 2009
How on earth can you stand up when you clearly have no back bone ? I want nothing to do with you ever again.
Nov 25, 2009
I get the best feeling and my stomach gets knotted up whenever you talk to me because I know that just for a little while, i was on your mind. And that little while is enough to make me smile like a kid in a candy store.
Last night, I had this dream. I was in the middle of the woods, trees everywhere, the ground had sticks and twigs, the bark on the trees reasonably dark, and the trees had the darkest of leaves. It was in between sunset and nightfall, that time where its getting dark, but still light enough to see properly, and there's no glare from the sun. And I was chasing this boy who's name I won't mention. We were running around, almost playing hide and seek I guess you could say. He kept running and hiding behind trees so I couldn't see him and every time I would get close to catching him, he'd run away again. And it just kept repeating over and over. The entire time, he was laughing and seeing it as some sort of joke. At first, I did too, seeing it as some silly game and almost like I enjoyed chasing him, but towards the end, I was exhausted and was amazingly frustrated in how he kept running whenever I was close He however, kept going, and kept making me chase him, and look for him, and fight to catch him.
Don't walk away. lets let them see the mess that we became Sirens flashing, here's the cops Don't blame this on not having jobs but dreams And I see things cause I'm not afraid to think outside the box And now I'm shaking, I hope I'm making perfect sense So place your bets to see where I end up And oh my god this place is so messed up Rip me apart to see my insides Compose myself I'm not secure And don't believe a single thing That you have heard Throw my pride into this fire My confidence is dead, I'm tired Who's giving up? I won't burn out, I'll just burn up And I was raised on excellence Always taught to look my best I don't wanna be just anybody I don't wanna be anything you forget Villains die and heroes live forever Tragic endings get remembered I don't wanna be just anybody I don't wanna be anything you forget
